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[30. 7. 06 at 5 : 27 pm] |
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today is my 17th birthday and its been amazing i love the people that are here to keep me going (you know who you are) and i miss camp..but im so happy to be home with all my lovers senior year is gona be sick my parents leave in a couple days Party? ahah bye
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[11. 7. 06 at 4 : 45 pm] |
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I really miss everyone, I'm having so much fun here ps. I wanted to say that i LOVE melissa cuz shes the only person whose written me back...
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[24. 4. 06 at 11 : 15 pm] |
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well tomarrow is bloc party and well words cant describe how happy I am and these past couple weeks have been amazing, getting closer with friends and getting along with my parents freaking awesome grades and well im not sure what else but ive learned that: dont dwell on the small things beacuse in the end ur only hurting urself
live one day at a time and just go with the flow
:-D life can be beautiful once you open ur eyes byeeee <333333
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[18. 3. 06 at 5 : 44 pm] |
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so tonight im gonna party like it 1999!! HECK YESSSS!!! thank you nicole anderson.
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[26. 2. 06 at 12 : 13 am] |
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today was so much fun yet simple..woke up with the beaitiful alexxx.cleaned my car...got the love of my lifee leanne ..me l nizzle and alex hit up wellington mall... ate!!!! ahh the salad bar! then...in the evening i went out with lacey her gf tiffany alex and brandon(love that boy!) then me alex brandon hit up the town...played the piano at the mall..got ice cream..played never have I ever...ended up in the ghetto?! almost killed a dog and ended our niht with a wonderful photo shoot..yeah just thought u all should know..i love my life <3
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[29. 1. 06 at 9 : 02 pm] |
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Im okay when i dont see him..but when i do the feelings spark up and I become giddy... yeah its pretty bad this time I dont know what to do..its been almost 6 yrs of the same kid...(sigh)
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[21. 1. 06 at 11 : 25 pm] |
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so I stayed home friday and saturday and im not upset at all..i actually got time to myself and it was amazing....firday alex came over and we talked for like 3hours it was so niceee...she listed to everyhting i had to say and that means a lot.....and saturday i got to spend the day with one of my favorite ppl JULIAA that was fun too and during the night i ordered sushi and watched moviess and relaxed...i bought this kewl jacket that ive been waiting to go on saleeee foreverrrrr and it finally did so i had to get it ahhh im happyyyyyy and lacrosse starts monday and im so excited cuz i like the game a lot and i love the ppl on the team..i want to get better at it tho cuz right now im kinda rustyy and the coach sucked ass last year...oo about boys i had a dream the other night and it made me realize that i am really lonely in that department but what can u do..i keep telling everyone (mostly myself) to just be patient but its so hard cuz i no i am and so is everyone else tired of waiting but i no it will come i mean it has tooo...like we think we know a lot of ppl but we DON'T like half of us have never been out of this stupid town ..i cant wait to leave i wanna meet new ppl, experience new things, , get a real job,,and meet the man that ill fall in LOVE with ....
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[13. 1. 06 at 5 : 49 pm] |
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sometimes I feel like everyone hates me...
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[11. 1. 06 at 11 : 21 pm] |
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so people are changing i think everyone is seeing this...its making me so sad but i guess theres nothing i can really do..i just remember at the beginnign of the year everyone was friends..like during the hurricane and we alllllll went to moes..there was like 20 of uss.....but i guess i can just look back on those memories...i just miss some people thats all ...plus right now im listening to james blunt so its making me pensive ahah..and i can stay up late cuz tomarrow is an LTM and I have nothing better to do right now...some thinns for me to look foward to.. 1.the summer -hopefully summer camp,germany and CEDAR POINT!! 2.max coming home in may 3.applying for college 4.taking a road trip 5.growing my hair longer 6.getting awesome grades 7.lacrosse 8.a "nice" guy*** So i think i want to major in criminal profiling..i watch this show on tv called criminal minds and its amazing i wan t to be able to solve people..it would be kinda kewll and i want to be able to save people so there..perfect job..alright Im going catch u on the flip side
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[9. 1. 06 at 9 : 47 pm] |
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everyone should take a minute form their busy schedules and let the ppl u love know that u love them...and while ur doing that smile...because life is taken for granted..Ive been thinking a lot lately and were alll growing up so fast and i dont about everyone else but im so scared..like im excited..but were all still kids if u think about it..all i Know is that im gonna be patient and im not gonna rush to grow up..not yet atleast and ive decided that im gonna start to do things for myself..cuz in the end the only person u rly have IS yourself..and i just wanted to let all my frineds know that i love YOU ALL!!!
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[9. 1. 06 at 3 : 16 pm] |
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i wear big bras. really really big bras. and i laugh at kids with down syndrome.
&& i have deadly farts that stink up the entire room and are strong enough to kill small animals.
everybody comment to make me feel speciallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll i am special
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[8. 1. 06 at 6 : 10 pm] |
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okay so today was awesome...and its not like i did ne thing rly kewl its just that i had a great day..no drama at alll....IM HAPPY and i havent been able to say that in a long time :)
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[7. 1. 06 at 11 : 22 am] |
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wow I cant believe i got an lj....its pretty kewl actually ahah so my break has been awesome and it sucks that we go back to skewl soon(plus theres some ppl i rly dont wanna seee) :( but on a higher note julia is effing back..i talked to her for like an hour this morning it was niceee. Oh and i bought this super flyyyyy game at best buy the other dayy. Its called guitar hero and its fucking addictiing ...me nicole and alex are beating it though and with our super rock star skills we will conqur the expert leveel..some how ..lol but yeah I don have my effing car back yet the car ppl suck assssssss..and today is gonna be ahmazing b/c im going to go get a present,,a very sweet present with my cuz then im going to see a super fucking scary movie with my buddies nicole and alex and then im going to see my beautiful julz then super sweet sleppovaaaaaa to end the super sweet breakkk okay Im gonna go back into bed byeeeeee
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